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jesses PARTY

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 22:45:00 GMT

omg sewf cant stop laughing loser
i think that she is slightly pissed because she has had two glasses of bacardi and coke charv you dont no what you are missing.
its jesses party and we went and got a chinese???? which was seriously weird i had a nice white magnaum. i think that i got a bit drunk and i went to the toilet in the bushes and smiler saw me ahhh he is ok but hes a bit of a twat i dont no him tho so i cant really comment.

amoi got pissed so i hope that you are ok and i think that she went to the hospital she kept saying that she wanted an ambulance hopefully she is ok!!!!

at the mo they are tying to find some beer and sewf is showing her say no to crak the silly buggar

update later maybe?

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 07:56:02 GMT

they put up the year group photo today and everyone has been stetched but thats not as bad as poor parker they have air brshed her hair the bastards!!
i have some pics of me and i will upload them soon so i can have it as a logo they are ok but they are nt that nice.

we have dukes for a cover we are supposed to be doing private study but everyone is on games sites

my mum is still going on at me about going to fucking farnborogh 6th and i really dont want to go. i really want to go to qmc but mum is dead set against it i have tried everything i can think of she think i will go shopping in stead of going to lessons. its richards fault.

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 20:32:53 GMT

sewf stayed round all weekend and we had fun. yes we did it was a laugh!!!!!

i amthinking about getting my nose peirced what do you think? i think that it wilkl be cool brought some of those fake stick on ones and it dosen't look that bad!

i am dying my hair over the hols dont no what colour any suggestions i am thinking blue or pink but the turquise blue not the light stupid blue! :)

the leavers ball is proving difficult having to get my dress and that its soooo much money and i am getting really pissed off all the dresses hat i have tried have made me look like a fat frump grrrr...

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 15:07:30 GMT

grrrr reading some random peoples journals, god i wish that i was photogenic and had an interseting life

all that ever happens tome is hangon let me think....nothing like hannah and mari and sewf all totally rock i mean they are all sooooo pretty and they are cool and hannah is like good at most things and mari well she is just soooo cool hannah tells me stuff about har and i just think grrrr.

rory found out it was me on his journal and now he will never talk to me angain well fuck him thats what i say... we are going to the beach on fri day and having a girlie day on sat how cool. i dont no if i really want to do the girlie day it willbe a bit weird i think i am a bit of a tom boiy i want to become more girlie tho..??? how do you make your font smaller does anyone no????

Fri, 26 Mar 2004 13:48:52 GMT

I would say that I have had an ok day I have realised that I have loadsa coursework left to do and we only have 19 school days left which is super scarie.

I am in child development and it is sooo boring so I decided that I want to up date so yeah I did. The lepracorn sed I had untill Monday to do my coursework and I don’t think I will be able to of out on Sunday because I will have to spend all day at home doing coursework shitshtisht

Where would you like to be right now i would like to be on a desert island away from all this gay shitty gcse crap!!

i am buting the button moon vidio on e-bay !!!!!!!!!

Thu, 25 Mar 2004 14:39:24 GMT

grrr jess is annoying and she no's it was me on rorys journal and she is being all gay grr if she dosent like him then why the fuck is she being so stupid about it i mean what the fuck is the point?

hannah left me in science it was good in a way bbecause i got all my work done and i didn't get distracted although i missed her to chat to. hannah i have with drawal symptoms from you.

before science mark *smile* grabbed my arm and sed come with me if you want to live and i sed no *dumbass* and he pulled me into the science lab. he was blowing me kisses but he does that with everyone dosent he!

grrr jess is sooo gay and she is annoying me i dont no what it is that she does but its grrrrr annoying me

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 20:55:13 GMT

ileft this comment on the ror misters accont i think that it was a bit deep and meaningful though and i even sed that he could hang out with me on the inset day :)that will be soo good if he sed yes !!! read his journal it is soooo sad this is the comment that i left weird:
trust me someone does like you and even if jess wasnt going out with joe she has told me that she doesnt like you in that way but i no people who do like you for who you are and things wont be that bad people are sooo much more open minded in college and no-one will give a fuck what your upto or have/not done trusrt me! all these rumours that peoplke are spreading are aload of bull shit its up to

i went to see my grandad and he is sooo poorly and i feel soo sorry for him. he can hardley talk.

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 18:06:39 GMT

ahhhhh i have got a coolpic dont you agree sewf i did it :)

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 17:56:06 GMT

right now i want to go up to rory and snog his face off but that will never happen becasue i am fatand ugly and he is just sexy and i am not...

sometimes i really want to be jess but not have all the problems she has or she says she has.like alll the romours their true but like the whole mirror thing and the light thing that really pisses me off i dont no why it just does i feel a bit a of a bitch for saying it tho but i no loadsa ppl that get pissed off about it.

one word ya mam

you no when your really annoyed but you dont no why or you really want to do something and then you think of the consiqueces so you dont do it that is how i feel at the moment i am quite annoyed but then i dont no i just feel like i want to cry one minuet and laugh the next

i am going to see my grandad tonight and i dont think i want to see him. hes in hospital you see and i think that i will cry and i dont want to do that he is really unwell and i think he might die he has had to have like a tumour cut out if his stomach then a few days later his splien ruptured. and he is connect to all theese machine and i dont no if he will even be able to talk to us...

got to gomy dads here

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 14:30:49 GMT

I would say today went better than I thought. I looked okish but you no as good as can be expected for me anyway….

Justine sed that she would find out rorys locker which will be good and hopefully I can go in and leave his little card behind. There is no problem tho because I have a master key so then I can go in nooo hassle there.

Jess and jenny were scared to stay and have fun in the i.t room incase we got told off oooooo

Tue, 23 Mar 2004 14:37:55 GMT

jelly is cool... and you no it!!!!!

i am helping jenny do a live journal so she will soon be able to read all those comments that you write about her ahhh!

rory was LOOKING AT ME how cool was that i love him and i dont care if anyone no's because i <3 him <......................................................> this much tee hee

jenny's is jelly_ice add it you losers she IS cool and you no it. i love the name its cachie and it will be the new fase

i really really really really really realy like the song by taking back sunday you no the one that says 'put a gun to your head'

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 14:50:03 GMT

had an ok day today although chris was supposed to teach me how th play the drums but he couldnt saty late so i couldnt learn them tooday but next monday i can weeeee
matt was going to but all the fucking drum sets were taken by the poopular the willy heads me and sewf are staying late and we are having FUN

jess has gone home now its just me and the sewf so has appraently got a tummy bug or an upset tum

grrr only 7 weeks left in this shit hole wee then we are of to college that will be soooo cool **grinning** i will so enjoy the last day that will be the best. my bro has droped outa college he says that he wouldnt have passed anyway so there was no point in him being there so he has ggone to join the world of work (he wont last two minuets)

i am now quite excited about the leaver ball i am getting a well nice dress and then i ma wearing some doc martens underneath some nice pink/blue sandels if they still have them i will search for a picture and post it so that you can see them.

hannah boutfriend sortof is well good looking his name is nick ;0 and i think that they will be going out proper soon maybe in aprox 10 days but then i sed that about jack but then again nothing happened yet!!!! :)

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 13:59:16 GMT

chris is teaching me how to play the drums soon ..
and i told becca and i think she new she sed 'ahh isn't my chris amazing and he is perfect' ised thats nice and then she sed 'he MY perfect guy' as in take the hint dont go near him. an i mean yeah hes nice but i dont fancy him he is sooo not my type.

jess keeps going on about joe he is sooo fucking ugly. he might be nice but when i new him he wasnt he was sooo weird

i want my long hair back...grrr now its a short mullet

we have a cover teacher and she is sooo thick she let us do finger painting we said it was to do with our creative play now we are on the computers and i am updating we were supposed to hand in our coursework but i didnt answer my name so now she thinks that i am not here

i cant wait untill nerxt week i think.. anyway we are all going to see rx bandits that will be soo cool. then the day after that me harriet and charv and of course HANNAH are having a girlie day where we all pamper our selfs like having cucumbers on our eyes and that shite

i have been quite good so far wiht the new 'diet' all i have eaten o far since yesterday morning is a slice of toast and some snaka jacks just now

i really want too loose wieght before the leavers ball i mean it will be sooo gay if i am a fat poo i will proberbly end up as one but you dont no i might not if i carry on with this diet thing

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 14:34:09 GMT

geees today has been soooo long i thought it would never end!!!!

i had my textile exam and i ran out of thread half way through so i had to sit there and not do anything grrrrr
my grandad has been taken into hospital he has apendisitus......

standing with the spot light on me.....

rory was going to stay late but no hes not the mofo hahaha mikel says its moofo but thats just noy right,

its fucking mothers day soon grrrrr that means that spending more and more money got to go some TWATS just turned up ...

Wed, 17 Mar 2004 14:31:31 GMT

blah today was rather sucky!!!!!!!!!
i nicked A prisim from the science lab ohhhhh go me...
going to see rx bandits hopefully if i can get the ticket on line though my mum is penis so i dont think that she will let me order it. you no all that internet people nicking your card no. and suff

rararararararahhhhh becca sed she is best friends with the penknife i mean what the fuck has she got to be depressed about there is nothing in her life that she could possibly be sad about, shes pretty got a good figure and she has a really really nice boyfriend!!!!!!!

people should really apprecate what they have...

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 15:07:48 GMT

Grgrgrgrgrrrrr justine kissed rory on Saturday the mooo cooweeee
And jess got off with rob the knob I mean why ????? she says that she was pissed but was she, we are getting on the late bus and soo is rob and we will all sit at the back and talk about what they did wont we mwahahahahahahaaaa that will be funny

NOW LOOK DOWN YOUR TOP AND SPELL OUT ATTIC (A T.T I C) HAHAHAHAHA

That’s funny hahaha your all stupid for doing that!!!!!!!

JAMES IS HERE AND HE IS BEING A GAY TWAT and alex is the chosen one

Fri, 12 Mar 2004 14:27:58 GMT

Rararara had an okay day today we are all going to the roar-misters party!
It should be fun I use the word fun very loosely. I am sooo not going to get drunk it will ruin the chances of me going to any other partys then ahhh I have the rorys e-mail and livejournal and jess sed <3 you as a comment on his journal. Its weird I think that she might like him but not if you no what I mean I think she is only saying it to piss me off tho but then again she could be madley in l<3ve with him

Wed, 10 Mar 2004 14:36:29 GMT

how totally cool was last night it rocked my strippy pink pokadot socks!!!!!!!!!!!!

we went to a wait for it...............REEL BIG FISH and the supports were soooo good!!!!!!!! met pippa i have met her bfore but she was really nice and she helped me cause it was my first proper gig

i thought that the supports were better than the band especially ZEBRA HEAD

is anyone going to the GCSE concert at school????

stay radical due ??1!!

Sun, 07 Mar 2004 01:42:16 GMT

at majas party she is having fun she has practically passed out and she is still being sick like every 5 seconds weird!!!!!
beccas being well bitchie about everyone especially me the bitch i mean that whats the point of bitching about me and not to my face bitch

i have seen everyone in a new light everyone had to get everything off their chest and it was soooo emotional i mean EVERYONE WAS CRYING

any way got to go cause ed might read

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 14:40:54 GMT

rararararrarararararararararararararararararara we are going to town weee unna spend all my birthday money jess and rory is staying late cant say too much bye

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 13:52:36 GMT

i am having a FREEEEEEEE PERIOD!!!!!!! with the maja and the smel!!!!
yo yo kepin it real with maj and smelly dude

only goldfish have feet man!!! ;(

hannah is a poo i cant believe what she sed i idnt realise that she didnt actually like me and all those things that we do i wish she had been honest with me to start off with it would have been alot better that it is now

i dont think that i am going to reel big fish witht them anymore i will try to sell my ticket i might go there on the train and try to sell it for the same as i got it for but i am NOT selling it to hannah no way the loser

owwwwww my nails hurt i am going to have them taken off this weekend maybe

i love rory still even tho he love jess and not me and not that he makes it ovious atall (**** sarcastic ****)

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 14:36:18 GMT

aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
rory talked to me five times today weeee how cool is that i <3 him sooo much

english was gay apart from rory talked to me weewewewewewe we had our english oral exam and i had not prepaired anything apart from a paragraph or complette crap !!!!!!!!! but i managed to pull off a c+ the +makes all the difference i got 14/20 which was good just think if i ghad of prepaired something that would have been goooooood

Mon, 01 Mar 2004 15:03:05 GMT

ahhhhh rory is at school and he is staying late!!! sooo i am going on the late bus and MAYBE I WILL TALK TO HIM so maybe i will talk to him!!!! maybe i will maybe i wont ! <3 <3 <3 <3 had me party at the weekend and it was fun i am now 16 wwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i can drive next year starting to save for my car hopefully i will get a beetle a yellow one so every time someone sitts in it i can hit them hahahahaha!!!!!

i stop and stare at you walking on the shore

jesses journal is nice and i have her boxes hahahahahaha

justine is nice in a way but when hannah is around she is complettly differnent like today in geograohy she didnt talk to me atall even tho she aked me to sit next to me !!!!

rory <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Thu, 26 Feb 2004 09:04:21 GMT

ahh this week is going to be sooo cool party time weee

rory has invited me to his party and i don't think i am going to go jess is going and charv but somehow i think that they will go off and leave me on my own!!!
they were talking about it today and char says everone who is going is gay and i'llhave no one to talk to apart from jess which is LAME becasue she no's i am going grrrr:(

errrr we are suppost to be doing something to do with careers!!

hannah told me about mari that is soo sad you must be well upset to do something like that its sad really i would hate to be in that sort of sittuation!!! she sounds really nice tho and she is really pretty grrrr

hannah looked nice to day i love sewfs lip that is sooo cool i would love to have the guts to get something pierced i tink that my mom would flip tho!!!

i cant wait to get out of this dump its like a prison cameras everywhere stupid crappy school!!!! :(

Sat, 21 Feb 2004 18:49:22 GMT

had a boring day at work today it sucked big time but hey never mind!!! i have my chuck at last and their ORANGE!!!!!<3<3<3<3

went to hannah on wednesday night took some pictures. she staightened my hair and it was well nice and staight weird hehehe!! we had a pizza yoghurt and a fab. we did 'the book' without sewf hope she wont be mad we'll have to wait and see

dad had to take his saturday boy home today in the LOVEBUS as he calls it. anyway this saturday boy was not that bad he had well nice hair and he was only 16/17 he looked more like 19/20 tho.... his name was chris. i am going to go in next week to the shop and ask him if dads there even tho i no he wont be working hope dad is working in fleet next time he has us tho <3